[About the 1881 edition] [Image of Camden Ferry]
CROSSING BROOKLYN FERRY.
[About the 1881 edition] [Image of Camden Ferry]
CROSSING BROOKLYN FERRY.
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FLOOD-TIDE below me! I see you, face to face! |
Clouds
of the west—sun there half an hour high—I
see you also face to face. |
Crowds
of men and women attired in the usual costumes, how curious you are to me! |
On
the ferry-boats the hundreds and hundreds that cross,
return- ing home, are more curious to me than you suppose, |
And
you that shall cross from shore to shore years hence, are more to me, and more in my meditations, than you might suppose. |
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The
impalpable sustenance of me from all things, at all
hours of the day, |
The
simple, compact, well-join'd scheme, myself disintegrated, every one disintegrated, yet part of the scheme, |
The similitudes of the past, and those of the future, |
The
glories strung like beads on my smallest sights and
hearings, on the walk in the street and the passage over the river, |
The current rushing so swiftly and swimming with me far away, |
The others that are to follow me, the ties between me and them, |
The certainty of others, the life, love, sight, hearing of others. |
Others
will enter the gates of the ferry and cross from
shore to shore, |
Others will watch the run of the flood-tide, |
Others
will see the shipping of Manhattan north and west,
and the heights of Brooklyn to the south and east, |
Others will see the islands large and small; |
Fifty
years hence, others will see them as they cross,
the sun half an hour high, |
A
hundred years hence, or ever so many hundred years
hence, others will see them, |
Will
enjoy the sunset, the pouring-in of the flood- tide,
the falling- back to the sea of the ebb-tide. |
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It avails not, time nor place—distance avails not, |
I
am with you, you men and women of a generation, or
ever so many generations hence, |
I project myself—also
I return—I am with you, and know how it is. |
Just as you feel when you look on the river and sky, so I felt, |
Just as any of you is one of a living crowd, I was one of a crowd, |
Just
as you are refresh'd by the gladness of the river, and the bright flow, I was refresh'd, |
Just
as you stand and lean on the rail, yet hurry with
the swift current, I stood, yet was hurried, |
Just
as you look on the numberless masts of ships, and
the thick- stemm'd pipes of steamboats, I look'd. |
I
too many and many a time cross'd the river of
old, the sun half an hour high, |
Watched
the Twelfth-month
sea-gulls, I saw
them high in the air, floating with motionless wings, oscillating their bodies, |
Saw
how the glistening yellow lit up parts of their bodies, and left the rest in strong shadow, |
Saw
the slow-wheeling circles and the gradual edging
toward the south, |
I too Saw the reflection of the summer sky in the water, |
Had my eyes dazzled by the shimmering track of beams, |
Look'd
at the fine centrifugal spokes of light round the
shape of my head in the sunlit water, |
Look'd on the haze on the hills southward and south-westward, |
Look'd on the vapor as it flew in fleeces tinged with violet, |
Look'd toward the lower bay to notice the vessels arriving, |
Saw their approach, saw aboard those that were near me, |
Saw the white sails of schooners and sloops, saw the ships at anchor, |
The sailors at work in the rigging, or out astride the spars, |
The
round masts, the swinging motion of the hulls, the
slender serpentine pennants, |
The
large and small steamers in motion, the pilots in
their pilot- houses, |
The
white wake left by the passage, the quick tremulous
whirl of the wheels, |
The flags of all nations, the falling of them at sunset, |
The
scallop-edged waves in the twilight, the ladled cups,
the frolicsome crests and glistening, |
The
stretch afar growing dimmer and dimmer, the gray
walls of the granite storehouses by the docks, |
On
the river the shadowy group, the big steam-tug closely
flank'd on each side by the barges, the hay-boat, the belated lighter, |
On
the neighboring shore the fires, from the foundry
chimneys burning high and glaringly into the night, |
Casting
their flicker of black, contrasted with wild red
and yellow light, over the tops of houses, and down into the clefts of streets. |
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These and all else were to me the same as they are to you, |
I loved well those cities, loved well the stately and rapid river, |
The men and women I saw were all near to me, |
Others
the same—others who look back on me, because
I look'd forward to them, |
(The time will come, though I stop here to-day and to-night.) |
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What is it, then, between us? |
What is the count of the scores or hundreds of years between us? |
Whatever
it is, it avails not—distance avails not, and
place avails not, |
I too lived, Brooklyn of ample hills was mine, |
I
too walk'd the streets of Manhattan island, and bathed
in the waters around it, |
I too felt the curious abrupt questionings stir within me, |
In the day among crowds of people, sometimes they came upon me, |
In
my walks home late at night, or as I lay in my bed
they came upon me, |
I too had been struck from the float forever held in solution, |
I too had receiv'd identity by my body, |
That
I was I knew was of my body, and
what I should be, I knew I should be of my body. |
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It is not upon you alone the dark patches fall, |
The dark threw its patches down upon me also, |
The best I had done seem'd to me blank and suspicious, |
My
great thoughts as I supposed them, were they not
in reality meagre? |
Nor is it you alone who know what it is to be evil, |
I am he who knew what it was to be evil, |
I too knotted the old knot of contrariety, |
Blabb'd, blush'd, resented, lied, stole, grudg'd, |
Had guile, anger, lust, hot wishes I dared not speak, |
Was wayward, vain, greedy, shallow, sly, cowardly, malignant, |
The wolf, the snake, the hog, not wanting in me, |
The
cheating look, the frivolous word, the adulterous
wish, not wanting, |
Refusals,
hates, postponements, meanness, laziness, none of
these wanting, |
But
I was Manhattanese, free,friendly and proud! |
Was one with the rest, the days and haps of the rest, |
Was
call'd by my nighest name by clear loud voices of
young men as they saw me approaching or passing, |
Felt
their arms on my neck as I stood, or the negligent
leaning of their flesh against me as I sat, |
Saw
many I loved in the street, or
ferry-boat, or public assembly, yet never told them a word, |
Lived
the same life with the rest, the same old laughing,
gnawing, sleeping, |
Play'd the part that still looks back on the actor or actress, |
The
same old role, the role that is what we make it,
as great as we like, |
Or as small as we like, or both great and small. |
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Closer yet I approach you, |
What
thought you have of me now, I had as much of you—I
laid in my stores in advance, |
I consider'd long and seriously of you before you were born. |
Who was to know what should come home to me? |
Who knows but I am enjoying this? |
Who
knows but I, for all the distance, but I am as good
as looking at you now, for all you cannot see me? |
Not a few races, nor a few generations, nor
a few cen- turies; |
It
is that each came, or comes, or shall come, from
its due emission, |
From
the general centre of all, and forming a part of all: |
Everything
indicates—the smallest does, and the largest does; |
A
necessary film envelopes all, and envelops the
Soul for a proper time. |
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Ah,
Now I am curious what
sight can ever be
more stately and admirable to me than mast-hemm'd Manhattan? |
My River and sunset, and scallop-edg'd waves of flood-tide? |
The
sea-gulls oscillating their bodies, the hay-boat
in the twilight, and the belated lighter? |
Curious What
gods can exceed
these that clasp me by the hand, and with voices I love call me promptly and loudly by my nighest name as I approach? |
Curious What
is more subtle than this which ties me to the
woman or man that looks in my face? |
Which fuses me into you now, and pours my meaning into you? |
We understand, then, do we not? |
What I promis'd without mentioning it, have you not accepted? |
What
the study could not teach—what the preaching
could not accomplish, is accomplish'd, is it not? |
What the push of reading could not start,
is started by me personally, is it not? |
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Flow
on, river! flow with the flood-tide, and ebb with
the ebb- tide! |
Frolic on, crested and scallop-edg'd waves! |
Gorgeous
clouds of the sunset! drench with your splendor me,
or the men and women generations after me! |
Cross from shore to shore, countless crowds of passengers! |
Stand
up, tall masts of Mannahatta! stand up, beautiful
hills of Brooklyn! |
Throb, baffled and curious brain! throw out questions and answers! |
Suspend here and everywhere, eternal float of solution! |
Gaze,
loving and thirsting eyes, in the house, or
street, or public assembly! |
Sound
out, voices of young men! loudly and musically call
me by my nighest name! |
Live, old life! play the part that looks back on the actor or actress! |
Play
the old role, the role that is great or small, according
as one makes it! |
Consider,
you who peruse me, whether I may not in unknown ways be looking upon you; |
Be
firm, rail over the river, to support those who lean
idly, yet haste with the hasting current; |
Fly
on, sea-birds! fly sideways, or wheel in large circles
high in the air; |
Receive
the summer sky, you water, and faithfully hold it
till all downcast eyes have time to take it from you! |
Diverge,
fine spokes of light, from the shape of my head,
or any one's head, in the sunlit water! |
Come
on, ships from the lower bay! pass up or down, white-sail'd schooners, sloops, lighters! |
Flaunt away, flags of all nations! be duly lower'd at sunset! |
Burn
high your fires, foundry chimneys! cast black shadows
at nightfall! cast red and yellow light over the tops of the houses! |
Appearances, now or henceforth, indicate what you are, |
You necessary film, continue to envelop the soul, |
About
my body for me, and your body for you, be hung out divinest aromas, |
Thrive,
cities—bring your freight, bring your shows,
ample and sufficient rivers, |
Expand, being than which none else is perhaps more spiritual, |
Keep your places, objects than which none else is more lasting. |
We
descend upon you and all things—we arrest
you all; |
We
realize the soul only by you, you faithful solids and fluids; |
Through
you color, form, location, sublimity, ideality; |
Through
you every proof, comparison, and all the sug- gestions and determinations of ourselves. |
You
have waited, you always wait, you dumb, beautiful ministers, you novices! |
We
receive you with free sense at last, and are insatiate
hence- forward, |
Not
you any more shall be able to foil us, or withhold
yourselves from us, |
We
use you, and do not cast you aside—we plant
you perma- nently within us, |
We fathom you not—we love you—there is perfection in you also, |
You furnish your parts toward eternity, |
Great or small, you furnish your parts toward the soul. |