FLOOD-TIDE
of the river, flow on! I watch
you,
face to face,
Clouds
of the west! sun half an hour high! I see
you
also face to face.
Crowds
of men and women attired in the usual
costumes,
how curious you are to me!
On
the ferry-boats the hundreds and hundreds
that
cross are more curious to me than you
suppose,
And
you that shall cross from shore to shore
years
hence, are more to me, and more in my
meditations,
than you might suppose.
The
impalpable sustenance of me from all things
at
all hours of the day,
The
simple, compact, well-joined scheme—my-
self
disintegrated, every one disintegrated,
yet
part of the scheme,
The
similitudes of the past and those of the
future,
The
glories strung like beads on my smallest
sights
and hearings—on the walk in the
street,
and the passage over the river,
The
current rushing so swiftly, and swimming
with
me far away,
The
others that are to follow me, the ties between
me
and them,
The
certainty of others—the life, love, sight,
hearing
of others.
Others
will enter the gates of the ferry, and cross
from
shore to shore,
Others
will watch the run of the flood-tide,
Others
will see the shipping of Manhattan north
and
west, and the heights of Brooklyn to the
south
and east,
Others
will see the islands large and small,
Fifty
years hence others will see them as they
cross,
the sun half an hour high,
A
hundred years hence, or ever so many hundred
years
hence, others will see them,
Will
enjoy the sun-set, the pouring in of the flood-
tide,
the falling back to the sea of the ebb-
tide.
It
avails not, neither time or place—distance
avails
not,
I
am with you, you men and women of a genera-
tion,
or ever so many generations hence,
I
project myself, also I return—I am with
you,
and
know how it is.
Just
as you feel when you look on the river and
sky,
so I felt,
Just
as any of you is one of a living crowd, I was
one
of a crowd,
Just
as you are refreshed by the gladness
of
the river, and the bright flow, I was
refreshed,
Just
as you stand and lean on the rail, yet hurry
with
the swift current, I stood, yet was hur-
ried,
Just
as you look on the numberless masts of ships,
and
the thick-stemmed pipes of steamboats, I
looked.
I
too many and many a time crossed the river,
the
sun half an hour high,
I
watched the December sea-gulls, I saw them
high
in the air floating with motionless
wings
oscillating their bodies,
I
saw how the glistening yellow lit up parts of
their
bodies, and left the rest in strong
shadow,
I
saw the slow-wheeling circles and the gradual
edging
toward the south.
I
too saw the reflection of the summer-sky in the
water.
Had
my eyes dazzled by the shimmering track of
beams,
Looked
at the fine centrifugal spokes of light
round
the shape of my head in the sun-lit
water,
Looked
on the haze on the hills southward and
southwestward,
Looked
on the vapor as it flew in fleeces tinged
with
violet,
Looked
toward the lower bay to notice the arriv-
ing
ships,
Saw
their approach, saw aboard those that were
near
me,
Saw
the white sails of schooners and sloops, saw
the
ships at anchor,
The
sailors at work in the rigging or out astride
the
spars,
The
round masts, the swinging motion of the
hulls,
the slender serpentine pennants,
The
large and small steamers in motion, the pi-
lots
in their pilot-houses,
The
white wake left by the passage, the quick
tremulous
whirl of the wheels,
The
flags of all nations, the falling of them at
sun-set,
The
scallop-edged waves in the twilight, the
ladled
cups, the frolicsome crests and glisten-
ing,
The
stretch afar growing dimmer and dimmer, the
gray
walls of the granite store-houses by the
docks,
On
the river the shadowy group, the big steam-
tug
closely flanked on each side by the
barges—the
hay-boat, the belated lighter,
On
the neighboring shore the fires from the foun-
dry
chimneys burning high and glaringly into
the
night,
Casting
their flicker of black, contrasted with wild
red
and yellow light, over the tops of houses,
and
down into the clefts of streets.
These
and all else were to me the same as they
are
to you,
I
project myself a moment to tell you—also
I
return.
I
loved well those cities,
I
loved well the stately and rapid river,
The
men and women I saw were all near to me,
Others
the same—others who look back on me,
because
I looked forward to them,
The
time will come, though I stop here today and
tonight.
What
is it, then, between us? What is the
count
of the scores or hundreds of years
between
us?
Whatever
it is, it avails not—distance avails not,
and
place avails not.
I
too lived,
I
too walked the streets of Manhattan Island, and
bathed
in the waters around it;
I
too felt the curious abrupt questionings stir
with-
in
me,
In
the day, among crowds of people, sometimes
they
came upon me,
In
my walks home late at night, or as I lay in my
bed,
they came upon me.
I
too had been struck from the float forever held
in
solution,
I
too had received identity by my body,
That
I was, I knew was of my body, and what I
should
be, I knew I should be of my body.
It
is not upon you alone the dark patches fall,
The
dark threw patches down upon me also,
The
best I had done seemed to me blank and sus-
picious,
My
great thoughts, as I supposed them, were they
not
in reality meagre? Would not people
laugh
at me?
It
is not you alone who know what it is to be
evil,
I
am he who knew what it was to be evil,
I
too knitted the old knot of contrariety,
Blabbed,
blushed, resented, lied, stole, grudged,
Had
guile, anger, lust, hot wishes I dared not
speak,
Was
wayward, vain, greedy, shallow, sly, a solitary
committer,
a coward, a malignant person,
The
wolf, the snake, the hog, not wanting in me,
The
cheating look, the frivolous word, the adul-
terous
wish, not wanting,
Refusals,
hates, postponements, meanness, lazi-
ness,
none of these wanting.
But
I was a Manhattanese, free, friendly, and
proud!
I
was called by my nighest name by clear loud
voices
of young men as they saw me ap-
proaching
or passing,
Felt
their arms on my neck as I stood, or the neg-
ligent
leaning of their flesh against me as I sat,
Saw
many I loved in the street, or ferry-boat, or
public
assembly, yet never told them a word,
Lived
the same life with the rest, the same old
laughing,
gnawing, sleeping,
Played
the part that still looks back on the actor
or
actress,
The
same old role, the role that is what we make
it,
as great as we like, or as small as we
like,
or both great and small.
Closer
yet I approach you,
What
thought you have of me, I had as much of
you—I
laid in my stores in advance,
I
considered long and seriously of you before you
were
born.
Who
was to know what should come home to me?
Who
knows but I am enjoying this?
Who
knows but I am as good as looking at you
now,
for all you cannot see me?
It
is not you alone, nor I alone,
Not
a few races, not a few generations, not a few
centuries,
It
is that each came, or comes, or shall come,
from
its due emission, without fail, either
now,
or then, or henceforth.
Every
thing indicates—the smallest does, and
the
largest does,
A
necessary film envelops all, and envelops the
soul
for a proper time.
Now
I am curious what sight can ever be more
stately
and admirable to me than my mast-
hemm'd
Manhatta, my river and sun-set, and
my
scallop-edged waves of flood-tide, the
sea-gulls
oscillating their bodies, the hay-boat
in
the twilight, and the belated lighter,
Curious
what gods can exceed these that clasp
me
by the hand, and with voices I love call
me
promptly and loudly by my nighest name
as
I approach,
Curious
what is more subtle than this which ties
me
to the woman or man that looks in my
face,
Which
fuses me into you now, and pours my
meaning
into you.
We
understand, then, do we not?
What
I promised without mentioning it, have
you
not accepted?
What
the study could not teach—what the
preaching
could not accomplish is accom-
plished,
is it not?
What
the push of reading could not start is
started
by me personally, is it not?
Flow
on, river! Flow with the flood-tide, and
ebb
with the ebb-tide!
Frolic
on, crested and scallop-edged waves!
Gorgeous
clouds of the sun-set, drench with your
splendor
me, or the men and women genera-
tions
after me!
Cross
from shore to shore, countless crowds of
passengers!
Stand
up, tall masts of Manahatta!—stand up,
beautiful
hills of Brooklyn!
Bully
for you! you proud, friendly, free Manhat-
tanese!
Throb,
baffled and curious brain! throw out ques-
tions
and answers!
Suspend
here and everywhere, eternal float of
solution!
Blab,
blush, lie, steal, you or I or any one after
us!
Gaze,
loving and thirsting eyes, in the house or
street
or public assembly!
Sound
out, voices of young men! loudly and mu-
sically
call me by my nighest name!
Live,
old life! play the part that looks back on the
actor
or actress!
Play
the old role, the role that is great or small,
according
as one makes it!
Consider,
you who peruse me, whether I may
not
in unknown ways be looking upon you!
Be
firm, rail over the river, to support those who
lean
idly, yet haste with the hasting cur-
rent!
Fly
on, sea-birds! fly sideways, or wheel in large
circles
high in the air!
Receive
the summer-sky, you water! faithfully
hold
it till all downcast eyes have time to
take
it from you!
Diverge,
fine spokes of light, from the shape of
my
head, or any one's head, in the sun-lit
water!
Come
on, ships, from the lower bay! pass up
or
down, white-sailed schooners, sloops,
lighters!
Flaunt
away, flags of all nations! be duly lowered
at
sun-set!
Burn
high your fires, foundry chimneys! cast
black
shadows at night-fall! cast red and
yellow
light over the tops of the houses!
Appearances,
now or henceforth, indicate what
you
are!
You
necessary film, continue to envelop the
soul!
About
my body for me, and your body for you, be
hung
our divinest aromas!
Thrive,
cities! Bring your freight, bring your
shows,
ample and sufficient rivers!
Expand,
being than which none else is perhaps
more
spiritual!
Keep
your places, objects than which none else is
more
lasting!
We
descend upon you and all things, we arrest
you
all,
We
realize the soul only by you, you faithful solids
and
fluids,
Through
you color, form, location, sublimity,
ideality,
Through
you every proof, comparison, and all the
suggestions
and determinations of ourselves.
You
have waited, you always wait, you dumb
beautiful
ministers! you novices!
We
receive you with free sense at last, and are
insatiate
henceforward,
Not
you any more shall be able to foil us, or with-
hold
yourselves from us,
We
use you, and do not cast you aside—we
plant
you permanently within us,
We
fathom you not—we love you—there
is
perfection
in you also,
You
furnish your parts toward eternity
Great
or small, you furnish your parts toward the
soul.
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