1 FLOOD-TIDE below me! I watch you, face to face; |
Clouds
of the west! sun there half an hour high! I see you also face to face. |
2 Crowds
of men and women attired in the usual cos- tumes! how curious you are to me! |
On
the ferry-boats, the hundreds and hundreds that cross, returning home, are more curious to me than you suppose, |
And
you that shall cross from shore to shore years hence, are more to me, and more in my med- itations, than you might suppose. |
3 The
impalpable sustenance of me from all things, at all hours of the day, |
The
simple, compact, well-joined scheme—myself disintegrated, every one disintegrated, yet part of the scheme, |
The similitudes of the past, and those of the future, |
The
glories strung like beads on my smallest sights and hearings—on the walk in the street, and the passage over the river, |
The
current rushing so swiftly, and swimming with me far away, |
The
others that are to follow me, the ties between me and them, |
The
certainty of others—the life, love, sight, hear- ing of others. |
4 Others
will enter the gates of the ferry, and cross from shore to shore, |
Others will watch the run of the flood-tide, |
Others
will see the shipping of Manhattan north and west, and the heights of Brooklyn to the south and east, |
Others will see the islands large and small, |
Fifty
years hence, others will see them as they cross, the sun half an hour high, |
A
hundred years hence, or ever so many hundred years hence, others will see them, |
Will
enjoy the sunset, the pouring in of the flood- tide, the falling back to the sea of the ebb-tide. |
5 It
avails not, neither time or place—instance avails not, |
I
am with you, you men and women of a generation, or ever so many generations hence, |
I
project myself—also I return—I am with you, and know how it is. |
6 Just
as you feel when you look on the river and sky, so I felt, |
Just
as any of you is one of a living crowd, I was one of a crowd, |
Just
as you are refreshed by the gladness of the river, and the bright flow, I was refreshed, |
Just
as you stand and lean on the rail, yet hurry with the swift current, I stood, yet was hurried, |
Just
as you look on the numberless masts of ships, and the thick-stemmed pipes of steamboats, I looked. |
7 I
too many and many a time crossed the river, the sun half an hour high, |
I
watched the Twelfth Month sea-gulls—I saw them high in the air, floating with motionless wings, oscillating their bodies, |
I
saw how the glistening yellow lit up parts of their bodies, and left the rest in strong shadow, |
I
saw the slow-wheeling circles, and the gradual edging toward the south. |
8 I
too saw the reflection of the summer sky in the water, |
Had
my eyes dazzled by the shimmering track of beams, |
Looked
at the fine centrifugal spokes of light round the shape of my head in the sun-lit water, |
Looked
on the haze on the hills southward and south- westward, |
Looked
on the vapor as it flew in fleeces tinged with violet, |
Looked
toward the lower bay to notice the arriving ships, |
Saw
their approach, saw aboard those that were near me, |
Saw
the white sails of schooners and sloops, saw the ships at anchor, |
The
sailors at work in the rigging, or out astride the spars, |
The
round masts, the swinging motion of the hulls, the slender serpentine pennants, |
The
large and small steamers in motion, the pilots in their pilot-houses, |
The
white wake left by the passage, the quick trem- ulous whirl of the wheels, |
The flags of all nations, the falling of them at sun-set, |
The
scallop-edged waves in the twilight, the ladled cups, the frolicsome crests and glistening, |
The
stretch afar growing dimmer and dimmer, the gray walls of the granite store-houses by the docks, |
On
the river the shadowy group, the big steam-tug closely flanked on each side by the barges—the hay-boat, the belated lighter, |
On
the neighboring shore, the fires from the foundry chimneys burning high and glaringly into the night, |
Casting,
their flicker of black, contrasted with wild red and yellow light, over the tops of houses, and down into the clefts of streets. |
9 These,
and all else, were to me the same as they are to you, |
I
project myself a moment to tell you—also I return. |
10 I loved well those cities, |
I loved well the stately and rapid river, |
The men and women I saw were all near to me, |
Others
the same—others who look back on me, because I looked forward to them, |
(The
time will come, though I stop here to-day and to-night.) |
11 What is it, then, between us? |
What
is the count of the scores or hundreds of years between us? |
12 Whatever
it is, it avails not—distance avails not, and place avails not. |
13 I too lived, (I was of old Brooklyn,) |
I
too walked the streets of Manhattan Island, and bathed in the waters around it, |
I
too felt the curious abrupt questionings stir within me, |
In
the day, among crowds of people, sometimes they came upon me, |
In
my walks home late at night, or as I lay in my bed, they came upon me. |
14 I
too had been struck from the float forever held in solution, |
I too had received identity by my body, |
That
I was, I knew was of my body—and what I should be, I knew I should be of my body. |
15 It is not upon you alone the dark patches fall, |
The dark threw patches down upon me also, |
The
best I had done seemed to me blank and sus- picious, |
My
great thoughts, as I supposed them, were they not in reality meagre? would not people laugh at me? |
16 It is not you alone who know what it is to be evil, |
I am he who knew what it was to be evil, |
I too knitted the old knot of contrariety, |
Blabbed, blushed, resented, lied, stole, grudged, |
Had guile, anger, lust, hot wishes I dared not speak, |
Was
wayward, vain, greedy, shallow, sly, cowardly, malignant, |
The wolf, the snake, the hog, not wanting in me, |
The
cheating look, the frivolous word, the adulterous wish, not wanting, |
Refusals,
hates, postponements, meanness, laziness, none of these wanting. |
17 But I was a Manhattanese, free, friendly, and proud |
I
was called by my nighest name by clear loud voices of young men as they saw me approaching or passing, |
Felt
their arms on my neck as I stood, or the neg- ligent leaning of their flesh against me as I sat, |
Saw
many I loved in the street, or ferry-boat, or pub- lic assembly, yet never told them a word, |
Lived
the same life with the rest, the same old laugh- ing, gnawing, sleeping, |
Played
the part that still looks back on the actor or actress, |
The
same old rle, the rle that is what we make it, as great as we like, |
Or
as small as we like, or both great and small. |
18 Closer yet I approach you, |
What
thought you have of me, I had as much of you —I laid in my stores in advance, |
I
considered long and seriously of you before you were born. |
19 Who was to know what should come home to me? |
Who knows but I am enjoying this? |
Who
knows but I am as good as looking at you now, for all you cannot see me? |
20 It is not you alone, nor I alone, |
Not
a few races, nor a few generations, nor a few centuries, |
It
is that each came, or comes, or shall come, from its due emission, without fail, either now, or then, or henceforth. |
21 Every
thing indicates—the smallest does, and the largest does, |
A
necessary film envelops all, and envelops the Soul for a proper time. |
22 Now
I am curious what sight can ever be more stately and admirable to me than my mast-hemm'd Man- hatta, |
My
river and sun-set, and my scallop-edged waves of flood-tide, |
The
sea-gulls oscillating their bodies, the hay-boat in the twilight, and the belated lighter; |
Curious
what Gods can exceed these that clasp me by the hand, and with voices I love call me promptly and loudly by my nighest name as I approach, |
Curious
what is more subtle than this which ties me to the woman or man that looks in my face, |
Which
fuses me into you now, and pours my meaning into you. |
23 We understand, then, do we not? |
What
I promised without mentioning it, have you not accepted? |
What
the study could not teach—what the preaching could not accomplish is accomplished, is it not? |
What
the push of reading could not start is started by me personally, is it not? |
24 Flow
on, river! flow with the flood-tide, and ebb with the ebb-tide! |
Frolic on, crested and scallop-edged waves! |
Gorgeous
clouds of the sunset! drench with your splendor me, or the men and women generations after me; |
Cross
from shore to shore, countless crowds of pas- sengers! |
Stand
up, tall masts of Mannahatta!—stand up, beautiful hills of Brooklyn! |
Bully
for you! you proud, friendly, free Manhat- tanese! |
Throb,
baffled and curious brain! throw out questions and answers! |
Suspend
here and everywhere, eternal float of solu- tion! |
Blab, blush, lie, steal, you or I or any one after us! |
Gaze,
loving and thirsting eyes, in the house, or street, or public assembly! |
Sound
out, voices of young men! loudly and musically call me by my nighest name! |
Live,
old life! play the part that looks back on the actor or actress! |
Play
the old rle, the rle that is great or small, according as one makes it! |
Consider,
you who peruse me, whether I may not in unknown ways be looking upon you; |
Be
firm, rail over the river, to support those who lean idly, yet haste with the hasting current; |
Fly
on, sea-birds! fly sideways, or wheel in large circles high in the air; |
Receive
the summer-sky, you water! and faithfully hold it, till all downcast eyes have time to take it from you; |
Diverge,
fine spokes of light, from the shape of my head, or any one's head, in the sun-lit water; |
Come
on, ships from the lower bay! pass up or down, white-sailed schooners, sloops, lighters! |
Flaunt
away, flags of all nations! be duly lowered at sunset; |
Burn
high your fires, foundry chimneys! cast black shadows at nightfall! cast red and yellow light over the tops of the houses; |
Appearances,
now or henceforth, indicate what you are; |
You necessary film, continue to envelop the Soul; |
About
my body for me, and your body for you, be hung our divinest aromas; |
Thrive,
cities! bring your freight, bring your shows, ample and sufficient rivers; |
Expand,
being than which none else is perhaps more spiritual; |
Keep
your places, objects than which none else is more lasting. |
25 We
descend upon you and all things—we arrest you all, |
We
realize the Soul only by you, you faithful solids and fluids, |
Through you color, form, location, sublimity, ideality, |
Through
you every proof, comparison, and all the suggestions and determinations of ourselves. |
26 You
have waited, you always wait, you dumb, beauti- ful ministers! you novices! |
We
receive you with free sense at last, and are insatiate henceforward, |
Not
you any more shall be able to foil us, or with- hold yourselves from us, |
We
use you, and do not cast you aside—we plant you permanently within us, |
We
fathom you not—we love you—there is per- fection in you also, |
You furnish your parts toward eternity, |
Great
or small, you furnish your parts toward the Soul. |